Perfect... again

 I want you to know

that I cried just enough

And then I woke up

and I went to the Market

I bought the perfect

amount of tomatoes

and I was gifted 

the perfect amount of greens

to bring you back to me

You are still with me

and everyone sees you 

I want you to take a step

with me

I love you so much

Hey!

It’s just you and me

slow it down

take it easy, Jacey

Life isn’t fun

It is waking up

and knowing

A good life 

is making good 

choices. 

It still feels bad.

Everything still hurts.

Our dad is still dead.

but how proud would he be

to see us 

not be

the decision 

he regrets