well I did it
I can say that much
and now I'm kind of drunk and high
but really neither of both
because I don't really know how I feel
I made a joke about how it was my first time
and maybe that's how I feel
like it's my first time
to do anything
and I still just want to love someone
and wonder without fail
why
no
one
loves
me
that
way
and my mom's in town
and we've been sharing a bed
and I can feel myself being young again
while she cooks me breakfast
or lets me sleep in
and somehow I talked her out of going to the reading
which means I'm stranger than I know
because she really wanted to be there
and I really needed her to be there
because she would have brought me flowers
and no one else did
I think I just want some flowers
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