to: aah from: me

i am sorry
for the times I promised you i would
call you
and didn't


i am sorry
that your heart hurts and no one here has
held you
close enough

you deserve more
than a fantasy or a passing
of eyes
over you


i feel stuck too
and i don't always know what to say
to you
or anyone

i will say this
everything you do makes me smile
straight through
and sideways